User blog:Gigitygig/Musings of the Penguin King - Why the fuck not edition: The Fuckening

Hey guys sup? idk if anyone even reads these anymore so what the hell imma just say whatever I fucking want.

Plans... Otherwise known as what the fuck was I thinkings:
Ok guys so here we go with some plans of mine, both past and future.

Past Plans:

 * A blog detail my opinions on anime/manga/cartoons recommended to me by the wiki.... Why the fuck did I never finish this? I have 3000 words of this shit sitting in a google doc just being useless. I mean I could release it in parts for anime, cartoons and manga but I still don't really know why I haven't done that yet? Maybe because 3/4s of the people who recommended stuff have left the wiki? Or maybe I just stopped caring after a while... Who knows?
 * Actually becoming properly, heavily invested in the wiki... At the moment I just leave RPs hanging when I don't feel like posting, I have lost a lot of enthusiasm for the wiki and I don't really know if I should still be here. It feels like it is slowly dying to me, it used me so much more lively imo... Idk... I used to be considering spending like 80% of my time just doing shit for the wiki once but fuck it I guess.

Future Plans:

 * Leaving the wiki.... Enough said, extrapolate my reasoning from the above past plan.
 * Killing off my most important chars... Akar, Kamik and Ichi are approaching the end of their lifespans in my mind. Unless I can figure out a new way to progress them either with a relationship or something else I may just end up killing them off because I am getting bored of them.

My Life... Better known as why the fuck do I bother most of the time?
Ok let's get one thing straight, I am not some fucking emo who will be all "I wanna kill myself, there is nothing good about my life."... It's just that sometimes I think what the point of it all is? I mean there is no higher power (at least for me) so that is null and void. There is no afterlife so death is final and I just won't exist anymore, but will I care that I don't exist? No because I won't exist... So why care now? I am only going to live for another 70 years if I am super fucking lucky... like 30 more or less tops knowing my luck honestly. That amount of time is nothing. My gf is pretty fucking great and I would happily spend the rest of my life with her as of now but she too is just gonna die some day so where is the meaning? Fucking nowhere....

Sorry for the existential rant there guys idfk I just get like this sometimes.

Reasons... Why I am fucking writing this in the first place:
Ok so you guys remember back in the past plans section where I mentioned an anime/manga/cartoon opinon blog... Well I want to do it again and actually post something this time so please comment any anime, manga/manhwa and cartoons you want me to review. I'll get it done this time I vaugely swear.

See you space cowboys,

Gig